Through Every Heartbeat

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Dear Love,
   I promised myself to not write mushy gushy blogposts after being heartbroken for ever loving someone too much. But you know what? Who cares! Its my blog isn't it? So YOU, here we GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

You know its funny when I remember back how we met. I had a crush on you! Ohmy. I never expected from having just a crush would lead us to this now. Your friends, my friends all helped us to get to know each other more. I know you're not used to this, knowing you only had one girlfriend in your life ever and that was during high school and guess what, I was kinda surprised that you even chose me to be YOURS.

Toby,
   You're not the kind that is a hopeless romantic like of those characters people read in Fairytales. You're not the kind that keeps me clinging to you 24/7. You're not the guy that texts me, calls me every hour just to ask what I was up to. You're not that kind. You're different. So different from the others and surprisingly I'm okay with it.

You wanna know what you really mean to me?
  You're the one that encourages me to eat. You're the one that listens to my stories. You're the one that bares with my unpredictable mood swings. You're the one I'm not afraid to make silly stupid jokes to. You're the one that gets me all shy everytime you smile to me and waves at me at out faculty. You're the one that told me its okay to move on and to forget the past. You're the one that reminds me I have better friends. You're the one that makes me feel like I'm the ONLY one.

See how amazing you really are to me?  There are more you know. But for what is worth to be read about by others, is THAT. You have no idea how everyday is a new day for me. It gets better in time when I'm with you.  I know this might sound kinda cliche', but you're amazing and I'm so sorry if I never told you this. I'm a kid. I cry, I make a huge fuss over the littlest things. I'm clingy, I like to sulk. But behind all these flaws, by the end of the day, you're the one that makes me smile. :)

You're my every reason to stay happy and I wanna keep you. I love you Mohd. Redzuan Hakiim ♥

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